Sunday, May 8, 2011

Shocking Truth!

About a week ago it became apparent to me that my difficulty with subscribing to any particular religion has always been the fact that there seems to be no religion that I am fully comfortable with for one reason or another. Mostly thought the reason is that we (humans) seem to have a knack for messing up even what seem to be the best or truest religious philosophies. In the process of thinking and talking about this, something shocking happened! I would say a voice spoke to me but that might freak you out, so instead  I will say a thought occurred to me and it went like this, 'There already is a religion that can not be corrupted, you just don't know it. Love!" It was almost like a light went off and somehow in that moment I knew the truth. I knew that what I had heard/ thought was absolutely true. 

Ever have that feeling where you just knew something was perfectly right without having any real explanation for it except that every fiber of your being just knew that it was true? It was like that! I just knew it and I knew it without a shadow of a doubt. It was almost like my whole life I have known this to be true but I wasn't aware that I already knew it, almost like at some point I  had fallen asleep and woken up and had forgotten it. But the moment I heard it again, I KNEW I had heard it before and I knew it was the right answer! It was amazing and powerful and perfect!

So today I am sharing this with whoever will read it because I couldn't possibly just keep it to myself. I mean of course I could, but why the heck would I, and where is the fun in that? So call it impulsive, call it foolish, call it romanticism or idealism, go ahead and call it whatever you want, I thought it was genius and I found it healing, empowering, and absolutely inspiring! 

What is my plan you must wonder? Well it is pretty simple really, to learn more about how to love well, and to share as much of my journey with as many people as I can... if they will let me. I also plan and expect to make a lot of mistakes, but even with those,  I plan on learning from them. And of course I would be ridiculous not to mention the fact that I also plan on enjoying myself immensely as I learn, and fall and hurt and screw up and get up and learn again! I mean let's face it, what is the point of living if you can't do all that freely :)? I will keep you posted on how that goes and will try to share the good the bad and the ugly! I plan to be brave :)!

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